American singer and actress Selena Gomez reveals that some time ago, when she was suffering from mental problems and depression, she thought of committing suicide several times.
While she was also afraid that she would never be able to become a mother.
Selena Gomez admits in October 2020 that she suffer from depression at the beginning of the Corona epidemic. But now she tells in an interview to the showbiz magazine ‘Rolling Stone’ that she also suffer from depression in 2018.
In a long interview, the singer says that she initially suffer from depression in 2018. For a long time she was not ready to admit that she is suffering from mental problems.
According to her, depression becomes so severe that she would forget the words while talking. She can not even remember what issue she is talking about and where she is.
She says that due to depression, her behavior changes and it take her to understand that she is suffering from depression.
According to the singer, when she admits that she is suffering from depression, she starts her treatment. But even the treatment does not help her, on the contrary, she feels that she will die.
According to Selena Gomez, after undergoing treatment for depression for a long time. She visits a famous hospital one day. Where the specialist stop all her medications and give her only two medicines. Then she slowly begins to improve.
She recognizes that only a better physician can understand the problems better. She also gets better with his medicines.
According to her, when she was suffering from severe depression or ‘bipolar disorder’, she went to meet a friend of hers who had been trying to conceive for a long time but was unable to do so due to mental problems. She also thought that now she too will never be able to become a mother.
According to Selena Gomez, however, at the same time, also come to the idea that if she is not physically able to become a mother herself, then she has many other ways to become a mother.
She also admitted in a long interview that due to the depression increasing rather than decreasing, she thought about suicide again and again for a long time. But she never has the courage to do it.
She also opened up about depression in the recently release documentary on her life, ‘Selena Gomez: My Mind and Me’. She as well discusses her 2018 breakup with ex-boyfriend Justin Bieber. Singer call this break up best thing of her life.
A documentary on her life was released on the streaming website ‘Apple Plus TV’. In which she opened up about her relationship with Justin Bieber, depression and her life with fame.
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